Happy New Year 2022…..
Hey everyone! How’s it going? Well not too great for me. Know why? Hmm… well may be because I am stuck at home all day and I have become more and more lazy…. I won’t lie. You see up to the last two years, I honestly had a lot of fun at home. I thought that “Yesss….. no need to go to school, no tension of competing those assignments on time and of course no worries about exams”! As a normal high school I enjoyed a lot, until this new variant Omicrone arrived. I mean I spent these last two years holidays with so much fun but now I had ENOUGH! Haa… sorry about that I just don’t know what to do next. All this time I was just taking things for granted. I thought this is not affecting me until and unless I or someone from my family got affected by it. But I guess I was totally wrong! Know why? Well beacuse now I am on a total wrong path! I don’t know what to do with the time I have until my next exams, I have serious problem when it comes to following a time table, I have no idea how to get up early because I have been trying to do it for like a week now! Besides this, I don’t even know how to talk to people when you meet them? I am like seriously?! Ok, I agree I am an introvert and conversations are really just like alien-type things for me but I need to atleast remember some basics! I forgot everything! I am so comfortable that I do not wish to come out of my comfort zone. I hesitate to speak up, express myself or just say something in a conversation! You know what’s the problem with us Introverts, we converse really well but in our minds only, funny right, when it comes to writing or texting we have no problem at all! We are all cool, but when it comes to conversations with actual people and not just our selves or the anime characters, we hesitate. The mind wents blank and then we think “ohh what should I talk about? The new anime or show I just binge watched or maybe something funny that happened recently?” I mean like seriously! This wasn’t so bad until the Covid-19 arrived!
Well for now I just hope that all this Covid and variant stuff comes to an end and we get back to our normal lives. Or else next time I might also back away from internet and just go to Himalayas….